Monday, December 29, 2008
si dia kepunyaanmu
atau kau kepunyaan si dia
kerana hakikatnya
kita tidak pernah memiliki sesiapa
walau pun sekeping hati seorg insan
tidakkah kau sedar hukum alam menyatakan
menyintai tidak semestinya memiliki
manusia pandai berpura
berlakon diatas pentas dunia
dan bertopeng menutup rahsia
tetapi hati
tidak pernah berdusta pada yg empunya
tentang perasaan yg bergolak didlmnya
tidakkah kau sedar
mungkin sidia melafazkan
ungkapan cinta padamu
tetapi hati dan perasaannya
tidak pernah berniat begitu
dia hanya berselindung disebalik perasaannya
tidak pernah berniat begitu
dia hanya berselindung
disebalik sejuta alasan
dan kau begitu jujur setia n menyintainya
sehingga terlupa hukum alam menyatakan
menyintai tidak bermakna memiliki
sesungguhnya
"aku tidak pernah memiliki dirimu...
dan kau tidak pernah memiliki diriku..."
mengertilah
kita sbnrnya kepunyaan
Yang Maha Esa
Tiada sesiapa berhak memiliki diri kita
Kecuali Dia
Dia mengasihi Hambanya
Dia memiliki Hambanya
Dan ke pangkuan dia kita kembali
Mungkin pada luaran aku bahagia tapi yg tersirat x siapa yg tahu.Hanya aku yg memendam nye sendiri...
Hanya dia yg bertakhta di hati aku...Tiada apa yg ada bagiku selain dirinya...Dialah segala-galanya ketika ini....Dialah sahabat...dialah keluarga bagi ku...dan aku x pernah impikan hidup ini dengan orang lain selain dirinya...Tapi kadang-kadang terasa diri ini x dihargai.Aku takut untuk memberi harapan dan mengharap...tapi ssh bagiku untuk buang perasaan itu.Semakin aku cuba untuk tidak mengharap,semakin ia datang memberi harapan...Kenapa ini harus terjadi...Adakah ini semua ujian bagiku...atau aku sendiri yg memperjudikan perhubungan ini...entahlah...aku masih memikirkannya...
Telah banyak peristiwa pahit yg terjadi dalam hidup aku mebuatkan aku semakin takut....takut pada kehilangan.Betul kata orang...Cinta bermula dengan senyuman, mekar dengan ciuman dan berakhir dengan tangisan....Dan dengan tangisan lah aku cuba untuk hidup...Terus hidup walaupun ianya terasa KOSONG.
Dengan kekosongan hidup ini aku cuba membuatkan ia terisi...percubaan yg cukup untuk membuatkan aku kuat...dan kesedihan yang cukup untuk menjadikan aku insan....walaupun terasa diri ini x dihargai.Namun aku sentiasa berdoa....biarlah ia berakhir dengan senyuman.
Sekarang aku hanya berpura-pura bahagia...berangan untuk gembira.Aku lakonkan semuanya untuk menutupi lara ini...untuk terus berjalan di pentas perasaan ini dgn 1001 harapan...semoga tiada lagi tangisan untuk diriku...
Buat diri mu yg tercinta...hanya satu pinta dari ku.Harap kau memahami segala yg tertulis...tiada siapa yg aku harapkan selain dari mu...setia dan jujurlah pada yg satu....
" Sometimes the best and the most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, cannot be touched, but can be felt in the heart "
Monday, December 15, 2008
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Love is never saying goodbye, but hello
Love is never questioning anothers motives
Love is admitting when you're wrong Love is never doing any harm
Love is trusting with all your heart & soul
Love is kind, patient, loyal and true Love is loving all that one may do
Love is loving ones faults as well as ones good
Love is never having to lie or be sorry
Love is never having to live a lie
Love is holding your heart forever Love is growing old together
Love is happiness
Love is joy
ove is feeling this pain when i must leave you
Love is eternal
Love is loving you from a far
What a shame it is, you won't let me love all of you
Sometimes, life is not as easy as it seems, Sometimeswe have to fake a smile.
No matter how much we hurt inside, we still have to hide.
As tears keep falling even your eyes are not blinking.Sometimes problems doesnt come by you, but to you even though you dont have any oher choices, you still have to move on and try to focus, even though its the most impossible thing to do.
No matter how much you scared, no matter how much u wanna run away , u cant, coz you have to fight for your right and you keep waiting for the time to come,actually its more to hope, as there not much time left and there a time when you just wanna be left alone and be with your soul,talking to your soul as she is the only one who knew you well and hoping that your time will come soon to be with the one who you loved,who's resting in peace and He will never take you with.As it's not your time yet...
And so be itkeep searching and hoping if, there's still more hopes...
Sometimes kita nie, terlalu baik dgn org.We convert our home into a shelter and help people.Tapi tak pe. I read somewhere in the newspaper:-
" Jika kita membantu org susah, tuhan akan melipat gandakan rezeki kita. Jika kita sering melihat kesalahan org dan langsung tak nampak kebaikan org tersebut, maka jgn tuding jari keatas mereka, tapi tuding jari ke atas diri sendiri, kerana kitalah yg paling jahat kerana sering sangka buruk dgn org lain."
But as human being, kita juga ada patience. Tak tahulah my patient sampai bile. Yg penting, cuba bersabar sebanyak mana yg boleh..
Haiihhh...
Life sometimes can be difficult. It takes courage and strength to move us forward. Whether it is a bad relationship, divorces or retrenchments. Whatever it is, I hope all of you will continue to progress towards greater things.
Here are some good positive quotes that I would like share that I hope will motivate all of us:
” To love means not to impose your own powers on your fellow man but offer him your help. And if he refuses it, to be proud that he can do it on his own strength.”
“Focus on where you want to go, not what you fear”
“Take risk, stretch your limit, or risk stuck with where you are now!”
“Being deeply loved by someone is strength, while loving someone deeply is courage!”
“Courage is the willingness to be afraid, but act anyway!”
CHANGE BEGINS WITH A CHOICE
Any day we wish, we can discipline ourselves to change it all. Any day we wish, we can open the book that will open our mind to new knowledge. Any day we wish, we can start a new activity. Any day we wish, we can start the process of life change.
We can do it immediately, or next week, or next month or next year. We can also do nothing. We can pretend rather than perform.
And if the idea of having to change ourselves makes us uncomfortable, we can remain as we are. We can choose rest over labor, entertainment over education, delusion over truth, and doubt over confidence. The choices are ours to make. But while we curse the effect, we continue to nourish the cause.
As Shakespeare uniquely observed, “The fault is not in the stars, but in ourselves.”
We created our circumstances by our past choices. We have both the ability and the responsibility to make better choices beginning today.
Those who are in search of the good life do not need more answers or more time to think things over to reach better conclusions. They need the truth. They need the whole truth. And they need nothing but the truth.
We cannot allow our errors in judgment, repeated every day, to lead us down the wrong path. We must keep coming back to those basics that make the biggest difference in how our life works out. And then we must make the very choices that will bring life, happiness and joy into our daily lives.
